Your tears ...

holy orgasm batman!

2005-02-22T16:56:02Z

yeah. shit, yeah! cradle of filth is doing a collaboration with king diamond. i'm listening to a realplayer audio stream of it. it's like an orgasmic feeling listening to it, lol. anyway, i'll be back later to fill you in on the goings on in my life during the past few days.

that_metal_kid @ 2005-02-19T09:27:00

2005-02-19T14:30:17Z

wow. i got really drunk last night. well, not by myself. i hung out with nicole and shawn and drank quite a bit of vodka, a couple of mudslides and a couple of beers. hangovers are evil. eeeeeeeevil!

anywho, i'm busy at work ripping some good music onto nicole's computer. she wants all the good metal music i have. primarily nightwish and a few others too. also, i gotta burn her a copy of each of my voltaire cds too.

anyway, i'm out like a fat kid in dodgeball. later.

surveys are odd ...

2005-02-15T18:47:58Z

like it says, yo. read on.

LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER:	Alone in the Dark. It sucked. Uwe Boll is a dingus.
WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW:	`Hellbound Heart` by Clive Barker for the umpteenth time.
FAVORITE BOARD GAME:	Clue.
FAVORITE MAGAZINE:	Brave Words & Bloody Knuckles and Terrorizer.
FAVORITE SMELLS:	Breakfast foods.
COMFORT FOOD:	Tacos.
FAVORITE SOUNDS:	Most types of music.
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD:	Complete and utter emptiness.
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING:	"I'm awake."
FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE:	Arby's.
FUTURE CHILD'S NAME:	Son - William James; Daughter - Renee Danielle
FINISH THIS STATEMENT: "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY, I WOULD":	... continue to live life as I always have, but at the same time I would try to assist those less fortunate.
DO YOU DRIVE FAST:	Uh, maybe.
DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL:	Yeah. A lanky cat named Iggy.
STORMS -- COOL OR SCARY:	Fuckin' A!
WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR:	An '89 Ford Taurus.
FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK:	Morgans and Coke; Vodka and Cranberry
FINISH THIS STATEMENT,'IF I HAD THE TIME, I WOULD LOVE TO':	... take a road trip across the entire North American continent.
DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI:	Yes.
IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE:	I'm bald?
GLASS HALF-EMPTY OR FULL:	Completely empty by the time I'm done with it. Depends on what's in it.
HOW MANY CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN:	Five, I believe. Phoenix, AZ; Mesa, AZ; Harrisonburg, VA; Scituate, MA; and Abington, MA.
FAVORITE PLACE TO RELAX:	In my car.
FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH:	Baseball.
WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED:	I don't think we want to take that grim adventure.
TOILET PAPER/ PAPER TOWEL--OVER OR UNDER:	Honestly, I don't give a shit.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

tired, so very tired ...

2005-02-15T15:21:42Z

gah, i can't sleep! the cats are running all over the place, including me! curses! eventually, i'll fall asleep and just won't give a shit, lol.

ps ... blackmore's night rocks my socks!

this is very cool

2005-02-05T19:27:35Z

Ashes to Ashes ( 1/29/05 )

You once gave me your heart
Reluctantly gave it away
Deep inside and torn apart
I'd find a place to stay
But nothing can ever make sense

Ashes to ashes / Dust to dust
I'm reeling from the pain
Dying from the lust
Ashes to ashes / Dust to dust
It's living in your eyes
Leaving your soul to rust

Can you show me the reasons
Can you give me the rhymes
I've tread long through seasons
Remembering our times
But nothing can ever make sense

Ashes to ashes / Dust to dust
I'm reeling from the pain
Dying from the lust
Ashes to ashes / Dust to dust
It's living in your eyes
Leaving your soul to rust

Can I flee this darkness and live
Lost in the intoxication and rage
There's nothing you're able to give
Save the key to let me out of the cage
But nothing, oh nothing, can ever make sense

You scored as Musical/Rhythmic. You are sensitive to sounds in your environment, enjoy music and prefer listening to music when you study or read. You learn best through melody and music. People like you include singers, conductors, composers, and others who appreciate the various elements of music.

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Musical/Rhythmic

100%

Intrapersonal

96%

Verbal/Linguistic

79%

Visual/Spatial

79%

Interpersonal

75%

Bodily/Kinesthetic

64%

Logical/Mathematical

54%

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loving lover of the loving lovers that love loving

2005-02-04T22:28:17Z

after reading someone's post about the difference between love and having a crush, i decided to write my own rant/thoughts on the subject. now this may not necessarily contain anything to do with a crush, but it will sate some people's yearning to know other's opinions.

i've been in love. something i once perceived was untouchable and so potent that it could kill me. i still am in love. love is a double-edged blade in the face of humanity. love has been categorized and recategorized countless times, only to have it flung around meaninglessly. i listen to people who are much younger than myself and hear them tell each other, `i love you.` i've never understood how a young teenager, no older than fifteen, can truly understand the weight of those three words. love is without rationality. some of the most fanatical things in history have been done out of `love.` wars, battles, etc etc. these have started because of someone's love for their god, or their love for a woman, or their country. love is wonderful and dangerous spiral into its own special madness. sometimes it can be cured, other times it can be the downfall of a human being.

love has been my endless journey. i've always had it, but i continued to search. i let it slip through the cracks of my fingers, waiting and pulling back in fear of its intense reality. as cheesy as it sounds, bette midler's lyric `some say love ... it is a razor,` is very much true. loves fills your heart and soul only to cut through at times. we, as human beings, allow this because pleasure and pain are our vices whether anyone wants to admit it or not. like i said before, love is without rationality.

this shit is hilarious

2005-02-03T19:34:23Z

rant on, mothafucka!

``This is an interesting little tidbit I notice about LiveJournal...It's true that, like, everyone on LJ rants, that's what the site is practically for. One problem...NO ONE CARES WHAT THEY'RE RANTING ABOUT!!!!!! I don't care who stepped on your foot, I don't care that your parents didn't buy you a pony, I don't wanna hear about you goth pussies saying you have it bad in life, I wanna hear about what pisses you off! I wanna see some fuckin' ranting about things that fuckin' matter in the world! Don't tell me you got raped, tell me that rape pisses you off! Don't even do that, go to the fuckin' cops, tell someone who fuckin' matters, sue your parents' asses for neglect and sexual assault, then fuckin' rant about how much you fuckin' hate rape!

I don't give a fuck if you dropped your ice cream, if you got dumped, if you dumped someone, that you hate your life and wanna die, NO!!! If something pisses you off, then I wanna hear it! I don't wanna hear that you were dumped, I wanna hear that you fuckin' hate the opposite sex! I wanna hear you being opinionated and asshole-ish! I wanna hear you say that you wanna drive a railroad spike through the throat of the entire gender of the guy who dumped your sorry ass!

I wanna see you piss yourself in rage! That's what I want, anger! If you're a whiny little bitch, I'll treat you like one! If you're a fuckin' raging goddamn bull, I wanna see that! I wanna see you saying "I fuckin' hate (Blank), I have every reason to hate (Blank), and I am always fucking right when I say that (Blank) should be wiped off the fuckin' Earth! End of fuckin' story!" Take a fuckin' page out of my book and rant about something people give a flying fuck about! Y'know why!?! Because it makes you feel really fuckin' good! If you make a good fuckin' rant, lots of screaming, totally opinionated, knowing that you're always right and everyone else is always wrong, THAT'S WHEN YOU START TO FUCKIN' FEEL REALLY FUCKIN' GOOD!!!!!! Don't whine, don't piss, don't moan, GET PISSED!!!! Get really fuckin' pissed! Wrath isn't a sin, it's a goddamn gift! ABUSE IT!!!!!

Y'get it yet!?! Do I have to bash this shit into your heads!?! RANT FROM YOUR FUCKING HEART!!!!!! I WANT YOU TO LISTEN TO SOME FUCKIN' HARD ROCK WHILE YOU DO IT TO PUMP YOUR ADRENALINE LEVELS PAST THEIR MAXIMUM POINT!!!!! FUCKIN' SCREAM IT OUT AS YOU TYPE IT!!!!!! WHEN YOUR PARENTS TELL YOU TO QUIET DOWN, YOU RANT RIGHT AT THEM AND TELL THEM "I'M GETTING FREE THERAPY, GODDAMMIT!!!!!!" BREAK YOUR KEYBOARDS, PISS OFF THE NEIGHBORS, GET THE FUCKIN' WORD OUT!!!!! SPREAD THE WORD TO EVERYONE ON YOUR LISTS!!!!! WRITE IN YOUR FUCKIN' JOURNAL...

I recently read this post on my friend's LJ and he said to post it on mine. Please put it in your journal and spread the word.

NOW CLICK UPDATE JOURNAL AND START RANTING THE INSTANT YOU'RE DONE READING THIS SHIT!!!!! ALWAYS REMEMBER, I'M RIGHT, I KNOW EVERYTHING, AND MY LOGIC IS FLAWLESS!!!!!``

rock on! \m/

2005-02-03T17:29:40Z

uhm ... testes. er, testing ... 1,2 ... 3?

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